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Friday, April 9, 2010,

Ah. Dance was horrible but I guess I soooort of got it... SORT OF. And music was so nice- The Hall of the Mountain King! (I think) and the nice song about the dying bird passing her wings, heart and ears and everything to the bird and then the bird passing them down to his son... :3 It's sad that life will end one day and all the people you know and treasure now will die too, and some of them before you. So you've got to treasure what you've got. And live life to the fullest, yada yada. I know it sounds cliched but lots of amazing values are always cliched. ^^;

And so yesterday night my CCA went to watch HOMEBOXES! It's an amazing, AMAZING show by Paper Monkey and it's about life. And the family stuff going on in a few people's lives. It's set in the eighties and in Singapore and is full of amazingly real stuff like westernised university students and people being shunned for studying art. I think i could relate to it because one of the characters got into NUS but she decided to quit university and become an actress instead- which of course, her father cannot condone because she's the only one smart enough for uni in the whole family. Sounds a bit familiar, yes. XD

I'm currently not in the mood to write because, well, a lot of things have been going on at home to be truthful. But I guess everything will pass as it once did. Or it'll all end. I dunno. I'm just glad for school and friends and life's wonderful distractions from all the horrible things.

ARGH. I have this horribly annoying cut on my hand, right between my third and fourth finger. Since I have great resistance to pain, it obviously doesn't hurt but it keeps splitting open again whenever I move my hand the slightest bit too much. T_T So I taped it together with duct tape since my house has run out of plasters... I know you must think I'm kind of mad but it's better than having blood dripping down every time you try to type a proper sentence on the computer, right? >_<

Oh well. I have run out of words. I have also come to believe that there's no such thing as romantic love. At least not for me. But platonic love is possible and highly so, I'm sure. But being the sort of person I am, I'll probably continue to delude myself with happy shoujo manga and dramas with gentle couples and happy, together, loving parents. :3

Gosh I sound like I'm emo. But nobody ever reads this blog anyway(I think?) so I shall just write whatever I want. Hehehehe.

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